meant to be.
great day for a white wedding
Tomorrow will be exactly one month until Ian and I’s wedding! I have never been so excited in my life.
I’m fucked
Went to the E.R. because I pooped pure blood.
Turns out I don’t have an ulcer, that was just some doctors easy answer to my stomach hurting. I’ve been poked and prodded. Needles in arms, fingers in my ass, I feel violated and fucking terrified that they won’t find out what’s wrong.
Had an MRI today, hopefully results back in the next couple days. I had to drink a ton of this nasty milkshake before I went in and it’s messing with my stomach and now I’m farting pure misery.
